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"So just pull the trigger"

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 12:40 PM
I am bored.



ANOREXIA

[x] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[ ] you hate your body. (I don't hate it, sometimes I don't like it, could've been worse)
[ ] you starve yourself.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.

Total:2

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[x] your mind is all over the place. (it's all-fucking-over the place)
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[ ] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.

Total:2

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed. (it's almost a rule, one day hyper, the next in 'the' hole
[x] you are very irritable. (I cry very easyly at least, because I'm angry or sad)
[ ] you barely get any or no sleep.
[x] you are anti-social.
[/] you have very high self esteem at times. (maaaybe)
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide. ( I have :D 2 times athough I've never thought I will, but it was not serious, just as a thought)

Total: 2 and a half

BULIMA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.

Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER

[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people. (God, no :D. That's silly)
[ ] you often find yourself in fights. ( No, but I don't mind..someday. It would be fun, If ít's not that dangerous, cat fight or smth. I'll smash the bitch ^^)
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose. ( :O )
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.

Total: 0

DEPRESSION

[x] you are always sad. (or not feeling anything)
[1/2] you find no hope in your future. (in my near future)
[1/2] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love. (Kind of)
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day. (tooootally!)
[ ] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have low self esteem. (Noooo.)
[ ] everything bad that happens is always your fault. (Nooo.)
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt. (No.)
[1/2] you are failing school. (Nahh..i do my best but I really don't care although I'm used to have good marks. Now it's like..'ugh, what ever';)
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have ran away from home. (Hell, no, I'm too chicken shit-like for this)
[1/4] hope is no longer there for you. (in near future - no)

Total: 3 and 3/4

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[ ] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate. (Yes, like people killing me :. It's really disturbing)
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right. (some of them)
[/] you have to keep things in a certain order. (Some of them, but someone else is responsable for this ;P)
[ ] you have harmed yourself. (No, but I was thinking about it recently)
[x] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs. (mmmm-hm)
[/] you have to check some stuff over again. (yes..I'm often afraid not to forget something)

Total: 4

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[ ] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[ ] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[/] you can be/are anti-social.
[/] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[ ] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[ ] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[ ] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] you act younger than your age.

Total: 1

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[ ] you often have hallucinations
[1/2] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[1/2] you think people are always staring or talking about you. (No, I don't think, I am SURE, that they stare x})
[1/2 ] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex. (Family, frieds x.x)
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[ ] you are very shy. (No, i don't care of people)
[ ] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 2 and a half




So, ladies and gentlemen, my diagnosis is OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER at first place, DEPRESSION at second and SCHIZOPHRENIA at third.
Woho.

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